A year ago, I committed to a lease for a massage room. I was done playing small and working out of friends' offices. I wanted my own space. Found a room at a reasonable rate, moved my stuff in, and ... ... froze? The reality of having to put myself out there (whatever that means) froze me. I was supposed to also step into coaching, instead I was overcome by imposter syndrome almost immediately. Other services I wanted to expand into just didn't happen.
Today, I just moved all my stuff out.
I tried. I might not have given it my 100%, but I tried. It didn't work out.
I'm glad I tried it out, though.
But how I am going to survive, you ask? I am also employed at a local massage salon, and the relatively steady work and paycheck are what I need right now. I'm also working with a financial coach to get my finances in order, and start saving up for a house down payment. Scary thought, but hey I can save and use it for something else, like return plane tickets to my birth country, maybe.
Anyway. I'm done for today. It's just past 1pm and I don't plan to do anything except read and doomscroll on FB.
Ciao!
Lynne
1:05pm
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